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[31 Dec 2003|01:33am]

alright, there was only like 4 people who added my new journal. so fucking add it bitches

 

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[28 Dec 2003|03:25pm]
new journal [info]faint_smile  add it because im probably gunah make it friends only
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this thing [24 Dec 2003|11:33pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | fgjjkfg ]

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?</strong>: millions of things.. like 3 sums and stuff</p>

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?: oh no, not at all, and naw im not really gunah make one this year cause when i cant keep it, it will just remind me of how much i suck. but maybe i will actualy.. im not sure

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?: yes.
4. Did anyone close to you die?: Nope

5. What countries did you visit?: None.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?: uhhhh.. im not sure
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: not really a specific date, just the summer because it was the best summer ever ever ever.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: making new(better) friends
9. What was your biggest failure?: not having a job
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? no

11. What was the best thing you bought?: strawberry shortcake tent
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? uhhh?
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?: maybe my mothers?

14. Where did most of your money go?: gas, food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: boysnightout
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?: soco-konstantine, anyt bno song, taking back sunday-your so last summer

17. Are you happier or sadder than last year: Happier a lot happier
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: going to the beach
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? hahahaa, lots of things
20. How will you be spending Christmas?: im not sure

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?: well sorta.
23. How many one-night stands?: uhhh

. What was your favorite TV program?: simpsons
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: Yes, kinda.. im not sure who but i am sure there is someone
26. What was the best book you read?: uhhh the one with the letters
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: im straigh up thuggin yo(yah)

28. What did you want and get?: HIM!
29. What did you want and not get?: some one else
30. What was your favorite film of this year?: i dont know
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?:i turned 17 and i didnt do jack shit, actualy just sat home and cried
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: Im satisfied.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?: the keeta style (yaknow)34. What kept you sane?: alcohol, revere, shows, and the girls(mainly jessie)

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?:davey

36. What political issue stirred you the most?: i want some pie, i didnt get any tonight so i hope we have some tomorrow for x-mas mmm piee

37. Who did you miss?: the revere boys, and laura

38. Who was the best new person you met?:i think the only people i met were james and nathan, i cant really remember that far back except the summer. so i dont know
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: dont trust anyone
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

horray for pizza day)

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merry x-mas eve [24 Dec 2003|10:38pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | watching christmas movies ]

have a happy happy holiday.
Today.. i woke up and went to newburyport with my dad so he could get a book for Lynn and then we went to some wicked cool store, and i came home and took a shower and stuff and then went to my moms where i opend presents there. she got me a cat in the hat with a book, and cat in the hat lights (which she said i could return and get the two cd's that i wanted) she also got my some body spray stuff that smells really good. and then we went to wal-mart and my car sorta stopped working, then we all went to my grandmothers but first my sister and brother and i went to some store in raymond and this kid threw a flower at me and said merry christmas, it was the cutest thing ever, he turned all red and stuff hahaha. my grandmother gave me $10 and said she was giving me more soon, my sister gave me 50 and my aunts and ucle got my a sweater that i have to return cause its like up to my belly botton, and then i came home and got to open one present and it was a strawberry shortcake shirt.

i can deffinetly tell this christmas is not gunah be as good as i expected it to be, but thats okay.

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[24 Dec 2003|11:23am]
www.purevolume.com/letterday
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ADD [24 Dec 2003|12:22am]
Keeta2156: soo hows your middle finger?
RedGiraffe383: how ur thumb?
Keeta2156: answer me first
RedGiraffe383: its ready
Keeta2156: k, well mines horny
Keeta2156: ya know?

RedGiraffe383: HAHAHA yeah:'(
RedGiraffe383: i kn othe feeling :-[**
Keeta2156: are you fucking serious, that honestly made you sad
RedGiraffe383: shut up
Keeta2156: why dont you just go kill yourself or something/
RedGiraffe383: MY KEY BOARD GOT STUCK
Keeta2156: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
Keeta2156: from your CUM

RedGiraffe383: IT WAS HOCKEY
Keeta2156: hahahahahaha
Keeta2156: soccer

RedGiraffe383: lets come up with a few more good ones shall we?
Keeta2156: hahahahahahahah
Keeta2156: lets play push elizabeth out a window
Keeta2156: and fuck her dead body
Keeta2156: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Keeta2156: im sorry
Keeta2156: are you slitting your wrist?

RedGiraffe383: BAHHH HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Keeta2156: :-)
Keeta2156: love you
Keeta2156: i just got shut down by a peice of shit

RedGiraffe383: i didnt shut you down?
Keeta2156: ohh
Keeta2156: howd you know i was talking about you? ahahahhahaha

RedGiraffe383: cause i am a peice of shit
RedGiraffe383: duh
Keeta2156: hahaha
Keeta2156: YES\

RedGiraffe383: im so fucking dumb
Keeta2156: well not shit
Keeta2156: thanks for telling me thoi

RedGiraffe383: haha
RedGiraffe383: tell u how much i love you?
Keeta2156: yes
RedGiraffe383: im sorry
Keeta2156: its okay babey love
RedGiraffe383: brb gutta go in the kitchen and find me a steak knife
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[24 Dec 2003|12:11am]
[ mood | devious ]

soo, didnt go to school today. woke up sorta got ready went to my moms and slept a bit Travis called i figured we would end up hanging out so i went home and took a shower, and then Elizabeth called me so i went and picked her and Jessie up at school at 10:00 and then we went to wal-mart and then we came here and walked to the store and got "loose" pickles then went to Travis' house and watched some movies, and then brought Jessie home and went to jew fest 03. it was awesome. lost of sexual dancing and lap dances, and food and dradle. ahaha i love the jew!

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HEY BITCH!!! [22 Dec 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | blink ]

i honestly fucking LOVE how my friends went to MY friends house with out me today, let me tell you how fucking awesome that was, because maybe i fucking wanted to go THANKS FOR INVITING me i love you all.

anyways... school was fuking pointless today, we watched the rest of moby dick in enligsh, we watched happy gilmore in chem,then i had study, we watched that other movie in spanish, we watched some stupid moive in history then was lunch, then was math wahoo, now lets just see if i go tomorrow, maybe only to see Jessie but thats it and most lickely i will leave early.. after school i went home and slept altought i DID WANT to go to Julies, and then i went to the mall with my sister brother mother and neice and i got afi pins and my mom got me blink cd for x-mass. and now im home, and i miss my boyfriend because he barley ever fucking talks to me anymore. and i want lalz to come to school with me tomorrow, and shes the one that asked me if she could but now shes not. another awesome. i love her tho. now im just guna stop complaining. k, bye.

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you guys are soo fucking cool, honestly. [21 Dec 2003|01:10pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | kobe ]

sneeks<3

PIEBALD AND CAVE IN last night, awesome awesome show. as soon as we got there we saw julie and Krysti and there friends. soo much love, when we got inside we saw the kid with the afro from the glouster show, and his other friend, they are soo much fun to hang out with. apollo sunshine(i think thats that name of the band) was soooo goood. for Cave in me and Elizabeth got up front and then by the time piebald played we were right in the second row , thanks to Chris. Chris is sooo fuking funny, he was saying all this wicked funny shit to try to get the people infront of us to move, hes like i have sars and then coughed all over them, and then hes like have you guys ever herd of xxdropbombsxxoniracxxx hahahahahaha. funny shit. piebald was really good, i wanna go tonight to, but i cant. sucks. cause there playing all different songs so it wouldnt be like the same show, but oh well. after the show i slept at Elizabeths.

 

ps. we got a huge game of sneeks going, everyone loves that game <33

i need to go x-mass shopping today, but im soo lazy and i miss my b/f a lot.

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you mean so much to me... [20 Dec 2003|09:55am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | cave in ]

what were the words that you said to me that made me feel so special?

Yesterday... went to school Quinn wasnt there.. we had a quiz in chem that i fucked up on so bad like as soon as i passed it in i relized i did the whole thing wrong, yeh i fuking suck because i was deffinetly one of the only people who understood it all last week. whatev. then we started watching this awesome movie in spanish , it wicked sad.. its about this little boy thats dying and the doctors wont really do anything about it. rest of the school day was pretty lame. After school Elizabeths mom brought me, james, elizabeth and Nathan to the mall, and then to newbury comics and then she brought me back to triton to get my car and i came home, and made pancakes and watched interview with the vampire and slept all night. i didnt talk to Travis all day yesterday =(

soo yeah PIEBALD tonight with ELizabeth, Kyle, Eric, Amanda and Leah. James and Nathan are going too. it should be awesome. Well of course it will... i just with the people that were going on sunday were going today because then that would be extra rad.

I think im bringing Lalz to school with me monday if were aloud to get a visitors pass and do that. we tried doing it last year on the last day of school but they said we werent aloud to get a visitors pass, but maybe because it was the last day of school and to many people were trying to do it? hopefully!

 

soo many shows comming up, piebald, lost city angels(in amesbury) boysnightout, waking aurora, and maybe the skexies? rad! theres probably a bunch more i will go to also.

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[18 Dec 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | the get up kids ]

i love you Jessie

i cant even begin to explain how upset i am. Jessie hates me, and i love her and it hurts soo much. Well she doesnt actualy hate me but i just feel like she does, i feel like im the one who makes her upset, and it hurts when she doesnt tell me anything anymore, it hurts to not always be with her like i use to and to have those really long talks like we use to, to pick her up for school every morning. god i just hate change, i feel like everythings my fault. grrrrr

another thing is all my friends keep saying they feel like were getting distant and i honestly dont understand it, what do you guys mean, whats different please explain to me... i love you all!

today school was alright, i was sorta in a bad mood at first but then things got better and then worse again. after school Travis called me and i went and picked him up at keith's and then we went to newburyport to get his and then i followed him to his house and we were driving around (he was driving my car) and he decided to do 80 in a 35 and get pulled over.. if it was any other cop he would of been completly FUCKED but the guy let him off with NOTHING lucky bastard, and then we came to my house and chilled and then i brought him home, and that was my day.

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im only happy when it rains.... [17 Dec 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | soco ]

today was decent.

Went to school, but i was wicked tired cause i couldnt get to sleep last night, which isnt anythig new but last night i really didnt sleep at all.. i stayed on the phone with elizabeth till about 12, finally went over to my bed at about 1:30 and then just layed there thinking..

We finished watching an awesome movie in english, i forget what its called, but i missed most of it because i fell asleep.. they took our snacks away at lunch, thats soo awfull.

anyways after school i was supose to bring Nathan and James to wendys and i didnt get to again, im such an awfull friend. all my friends are gunah hate me soon enough i can feel it.i always make plans and then forget about them and make different plans, and blah blah blah. came home took a nap till about 4 got ready for the hockey game, went to my moms house for a while and watched some old videos of me (oh man have i changed) and i watch a video from when i was like 4 holly shit i was sooo chubby. Hockey game was wicked boring, so i left after half time or whatever and the score was 3-0 triton so thats cool. and then i went back to my moms house for a little but and then i went for a really long drive in the rain while listing to soco and it was amazing. i love long rainy drives and soco just made it soo much better. and now im gunah go take a really long hot shower once there is more hot water.

 

i still havnt got my dad, lynn, Travis or dyrek a x-mass present yet and theres absolutly no way i can get enough money to do that before x-mass. im sooo stupid.i feel so bad..i always do things like this. i need to smarted up a lot.

 

k, bye

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[17 Dec 2003|07:08am]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | senses fail ]

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::giggles:: [16 Dec 2003|09:16pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | afi ]

hello loves.
iv'e been thinking to much latly. im not a very stable person, and im so confused right now about absolutly nothing, and in a wicked bad mood when everything is going so perfect right now. not normal? whatev.

soo yarr today was a really borning day. i was tired all day because i can never sleep at night. i was gunah hang out with china today but i really didnt feel like doing anything. sorry again. and i was also suppose to bring james and nathan to wendys, promise i will tomorrow tho. i came home and slept till about 5 and then talked to Vin for a while, hes soo awesome. and then i picked up my sister at work and she hung out here till about 9. and yeh thats about it.

not to exciting.

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[15 Dec 2003|06:15pm]
[ mood | impressed ]
[ music | thursday ]

wicked weird day!

so last night i slept in Keera's room and this morning when i woke up i was in my room, and i looked at the clock and it was like 8:30 or something i dont know, so then i go out to the living room and my dads in bed (he usualy goes to work at like 7) so im thinking that i had no school or something, so i asked but he said we had a delay so for some reason i went back to bed even tho it was already 8 and at around 10 i thought i herd my door bell to my room ringing and then my dad comes in and tells me my phones ringing, so i get up and i couldnt even open my eyes and i just felt so weird so it was Travis that called me. i went out and asked my dad if i could go over his house and hes like but you didnt even go to school and i was like what are you talking about i thought we had a snow day. soo weird. and then i asked him how i got in my room and he said you came out at 3:30 and i was like what are you doing and you didnt answer me and just went to bed. maybe i was sleep walking? i dont know this whole day has felt like a dream soo weird. so then i went to travis' and we fell alseep on his bed(kinda i wasnt really tired)  and then we cuddled and stuff.. and he brought me home at 2:30 ish and then i had to follow my dad to some car place so he could drop Keera's car off and on the way home some car was comming really fast around a cornor and it fishtaled and hit me, but it didnt even leave a dent on my car. the kid was a fuking retard and pretty young too. i tried wicked hard to prevent him from hitting me and if i didnt it probably would have been a really bad accident, so my dad told me i was an excellent driver, and that made me happy comming from him.

 

i feel like im starting to get really close with my step sister and its awesome. cause i love her hole bunches.

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[14 Dec 2003|10:48pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | finch ]

i cant sleep!

i so hope we have a snowday tomorrow, cause that would kick ass. and i honestly can not wait till vacation cause i get to see Ryan (hopefully) and Sean too. yippay! i loved this weekend so much! <33

i really love my step sister.

 

k, bye.

 

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you look like you slept in the dumpster [14 Dec 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | loved ]

i so have a b/f (travis)

Travis and i went to the movies and saw stuck on you, it was an awesome movie.. soo funnny. i loved it. and after the movie we looked out the window and there was sooo much snow, fucking snow, i hate it!!!!! and then we camr to my house and watched a movie teehee =)

i drove to the store and it was awesome cause it was my first time driving in the snow, and i loved it.

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just why are you wet? i know why your wet. ::zooms in:: [14 Dec 2003|01:23pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | waking aurora ]

Last night was deffinetly one of the best nights ive had in a long time.
i honestly do love life right now. ive never been so happy in my life. exspecially with out a guy. i dont even have a b/f and im this fuking happy. its the most amazing feeling ever. seriously all you need is your friends, and you have more fun with your friends anyway, who needs a b/f?

Elizabeth and Jessie did body shots last night, and at first i wasnt going to but what fun is it being around two drunk people when your not drunk. first off i didnt eat anything all day and it only takes me two beers to get drunk anyway. but my stomache was empty and i went down stairs and downed a beer so i was pretty much already drunk and then i did two body shots. and then we went upstairs and made a video. case closed.

tell me right now, that i am not aloud to go to a party.
one word , new years. I LOVE YOU GIRLS SOOO MUCH.

im so happy i got to spend my weekend with Jessie.

as time passes it just keeps getting better and better.
i mean seriously if this year is this much fun, just wait till next year, i'll be 18? wow.

AMAZING!

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orgasm [13 Dec 2003|11:40pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | boxingwater ]

HEY! HEY! HEY! (all together now) "your part of it"
i LOVE my friends, and i LOVE life.
Last night Elizabeth and i hung out with Dave and Dave played me some old asdawnbreaks songs and it was soo cute. and then we went and picked up Jessie and we went to wal-mart and Jessie and Elizabeth slept over. We came home and watched Edward scissor hands (orgasmic moive) soo hot. And tonight Kyle picked us up and we went to glouster to see James, Nathan, and Harley's show. it was deffinetly the best fuking show ever. sooo many hot fucking guys. There was this one kid with a blue mohawk mmmmm, and soo many guys with liprings (wet undies) i met this kid named Joe, he was sorta cool. After leaving the show when we came back in we saw these wicked hot guys and they gave us a free cd, we didnt know if they were playing or not, but they were the last band that played. there called waking aurora. soo fuking amazing. but there from newyork =(. and there probably playing in glouster again on jan 10th.
there soo nice too. the singer offerd to give us a ride to our car =)

ps. some one hung a stuffed animal(cat) by its neck in the bathroom (we got a picture of it) mAUHAHAHAHAHAHAH

pss. Julie i love you and im soo soo sad i didnt get to see you tonight.


now lets count how many black and blues i have.

BLEEDING fuck yeah Elizabeth.

im at Elizabeth, and her kyle and Jessie are having sex on the couch without me. FUCK YOU , YOU SUCK.


<333333

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[11 Dec 2003|07:02pm]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | watching christmas movies. yay ]

i love rainy days, exspecialy when it poors.
School was alright today, English i didnt really do much of anything, in study James Price decided that me and Josh Cote had to get married cause we have the same birthday, so i now have a husband , weird lol. Chemistry we worked on that annoying orbital shit, and spanish was fun today, i love Ashley, Derek and Meghan. and then theres was math, and math just all around sucks. Jessie and I stayed after schoool and hung out with Parsons so he could explain to us more of what was going on and i now pretty much understand it which is rad. and im super happy that i got to hang out with Jessie today, we never hang out anymore. Theres was tons of traffic or something on the highway but all i know is everyone was going 15mph but it gave me more time to talk with Jessie and we had some pretty deep conversations. i Came home and took like an hour nap and then do math homework and then studied for my history test for about an hour, i hope i do good on that. i felt so productive today, and i love days like this. After January im going back on my medicine so i will probably be able to do work and study so much easier.

Tomorrow i belive Jessie, Dave Elizabeth and i are hanging out. Just like old times. we are forever. YES! =)

I CAN NOT WAIT FOR BOYSNIGHTOUT,i love them oh so much.
and this time i think Elizabeth can come too. Jessie Kyle Elizabeth and i ohhh boy. and i think Steph and Kristin are going too. super awesome awesome!

im gunah go back to studying again. latah

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